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Subject:maybe if i write this out it will make sense?
Time:06:43 pm
What do you want in a mate,lover................? is it possible to find Mr. Ms. Right? Your "perfect" everything? Is it possible to fall in love w/ someone you never thought you would fall for? What is love? how do you know you are "in love"? Is it possible to be a caring person, but be too cynical and hardened to fall in love?

I guess you can still care or have feeling, but not be in love w/ someone.
Do you have to have so much in common to fall in love and want to be w/ that person? WTF do you talk about if you are so different?
Yes i am conflicted...............................
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Subject:i can see a change
Time:10:59 am

i cn def see a change in me! i was going through old posts and realized how much my additude has changed for the better! i knew it had to some extent, but WOW!  i still have my days and just want to crawl in bed and sleep. but not nearly as often. i feel SO much better about myself and my surroundings. things are not perfect, not even close. but i think acceptance of a situation really does help. just wanted to share that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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Subject:2 years
Time:07:43 pm
Current Mood:lonelylonely
well hello lj! i havent posted much in the last 2 years. i have been lazy, w/o internet and living-barely. no one is on here anymore:/
i have recently been making glycerin soaps- they have turned out quite well! i havent added colors yet. i have been experimenting w/ scents and combinations of scents. i have some good molds-i'll post pics later.
i wpild like to add colors, fresh grown herbs ffrom the garden. not sure what else. shimmers for teh girly girls.

i tried making candles- they have not turned out so well. the scent wont release when burned:/ not sure what i'm doing wrong. maybe they are the wrong scents. dunno. i will keep trying.

i had been dating a guy for a few months, things werent that great. lots of ups and downs :/ we broke up yesterday. i suppose it is for the best. My mom got A dog Sadie. then we got Jessi, jessi passed not that long ago:/  then we got Rollie, hes sweet!

I have 2 cats right now and my bunny Bebe! one of my cats passed, its been almost 2 years. i got Calypso, i love her. she is a great help from the sorrow of losing Tessy.

i must be bored.
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Subject:writers block-what would your furry friends do for a job?
Time:06:37 pm
Current Mood:boredbored
i havent logged in for ages! i have too much to say, but i think i will start w/ this because i thought it was cute! 
i have 3 furry critters. 2 cats and 1 bunny. 
Bebe my bunny would be a boxer i think, or a track star!
Calypso my youngest kitty would be a foodie- a chef, a resturaunt critic or something of the sort. SHE LOVES to eat! 
Miss Anne, my oldest kitty would be .......... a cuddler. she just likes to cuddle. and play. she would have been a great mommy! oh well. 

lets see if i remember how to do this shit 
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Subject:Its been so long
Time:04:19 am
HELLO! It has been a LONG while since i posted! i did try posting here via my phone, but had trouble doing so..... anyway.   What the hell have i been up to!? Well i am back in SD, for now. I have a job @ a thrift store, the job is alright, but the "management" sux. But what can you expect i guess. I am actually on "vacation" right now, i am house and cat sitting for my friend. That has been a nice escape. but i am bored, pissy, and sick of being here, also sick of driving. His house is filthy, or at least it was, thanx to me cleaning everything! He has a handsome boy kitty named Buddy, hes very sweet!
What else has been going on............ I got my first ever cell phone! I know i am a bit behind! I got out of the bad living situation i was in, there was too much drama and BS, it could not be resolved then. I HAVE talked to the old roomie and even saw her and the boys! it was good seeing them.  July was amazing! I was able to see many people i had not seen in years! it was great! Hopefully now since my vacation is in Minn. i can see some other folks i have not seen in a while, that would be great!

I have been reading the Yoga Surtas of Patanjali, it is amazing! I feel so good reading it, and trying to remember to apply it to everyday situations-thats the hard part. but little by little. Check it out sometime of you can! I also read "welcome to your crisis" also a very good read- it helps w/ many different situations. Loss of a loved one, break ups, financial problems- well just to help your mind and thoughts- not how to ge out of debt-unless there is a pattern you can see and break............ so many books to read yet! I gardended again this summer, this was the second year i had done so! Most everything did well. I planted tomato, cherry tomato, cucumber, butternut squash, nasturium flowers, bell peppers and jalapenos- the latter 2 have not done so well- but it was a very rainy summer in SD. So maybe thats why........? more later........getting tired
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Subject:Alive
Time:11:17 pm
Yes I am still alive, more later
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Subject:DIY Stuff
Time:09:41 pm

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This is a bag I made from an old car seat cover. And an old patch I had laying around. The straps are made from shoe laces. I also put a dark floral print inside. Sorry no pic of that.
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Subject:DIY Stuff
Time:09:38 pm

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Another patch i made. I traced this design, the cut it out to make a stencil. Then pinned it down to the fabric and painted it!
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Subject:DIY stuff
Time:06:15 pm

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A band patch I made. I did a stencil type thing. Then cut, paint, touch ups. I took a couple hours!
The stencil was first then I pinned the pic to the fabric and painted it......Thats about all. Sounds fairly easy, just a lot of work :D
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Subject:Writer's Block: Internal Assets
Time:04:20 pm
As the holiday season draws to a close, you might be feeling a little strapped for cash. Would you ever consider selling one of your organs (bodily organs, that is) if you really needed the money?
Fuck yeah! Where can I sell a kidney? I could really use the money.....now!
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